adios

I don’t know what it is.just wrote something.read it!

I had my grudges against you

you made stories,

But life is like that,

You don’t have to care

you listened to me sometimes,

You became my solutions

sometimes,I think,what it takes to be you,

talking to the jerks

I wonder,if you could trust me

But that would be too good to be true

Love is underrated and overstated,

But,I wish you love my friend

Have a nice life!

how about one more?

four ever

Oh your smiles,your silent laughs

and your big black eyes

Your four days of oblivion ‘ld be the promise forever

You don’t know,you won’t believe

Oh,you don’t have a clue

Your four words in the mail ‘ld be my bible forever

You made me laugh,you made me cry,

girl,you made my life

your four notes of silence ‘ld be my symphony forever

you gave me thoughts,you gave me dreams

hell!you gave me hope

your four drops of wine and I ‘ld be sober forever

you are so beautiful,you are so nice

dear god!you are so kind

for her four moments of humanity ‘ld be the divinity forever

I know,it’s too early ,yeah,it’s just been days

But why make make it so complicated

Since your four images ‘ld tell my stories forever

i am back,not to disappear again

Invisible

Every evening when I wake up,

I don’t care about the sun nor the moon,

Oh, hell! I give a damn about the clock,

My sun glows on me,

bright and uncomforting and,

I look for you,any of your signs.

You are here and you are not

I see you and you don’t,

oh yeah! Chores could wait

and so could my hunger,

for I need to talk to you.

My hands shiver,

My lips go dry,

Oh,a rush of blood to my head,

I have a killing sensation

I need to calm down,

May be you are working,

Yeah,Yes, you are busy

But so happy you are

and you have your fireworks,

that I am turning invisible

in the smokes of your joy

Frightened I am that you would break it,

But,wait...what would you break…

No,no,may be I need to kickstart,

Eat,laugh,talk,feel sane

But some part of me is still stuck,

Waiting for that green,red or orange sun.

the stranger beside me

i don't know what this is, but i would like it to be well.........my very own external hard-disk.

this should act like my recycle bin,i would throw shit in here,get rid of them.

this way,i would not have to over-burden my head.

so,news............'my big dreams' and 'hopeless today',you guys got a place to live!

when i would be 40 something,you could be my entertainment for the day when i would have a go at you.

i will laugh my heart out.

i will curse you for ruining my life.

because,bores and mundanes bring money,life and well..........life,what else!

but,i will write until the day i start existing and behaving like one of you and sadly,that's the bottom line!